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Right off the bat I’m just really confused. And if I’m honest all I want is another perspective or some insight. My whole life I’ve been fascinated by demons/demonology and have felt a calling to them, none to angels or God. Even though I don’t follow God I try my best to remain respectful of Him. And I’m just wondering what this means, if it means anything in the first place. I don’t see demons as evil beings unless really provoked and even then it’s not exactly evil, just dangerous. Whenever thinking of it I’m consumed by a sense of euphoria that takes over, like a really good feeling in my midsection and just head altogether. I’ve got no one to ask, no one to go to at all. And before you get the wrong idea I’m not sacrificing animals or giving them my blood, I’m just completely and utterly infatuated and I’m looking for some answers.
sounds like you’re talking about something similar to demonolatry. it’s not something i have firsthand experience with, but i’ve been friends with a few folks that walk this path. might be worth looking into.
